Teresa Hill – Diamonds are for Deception: The Carlotta Diamond / The Texan's Diamond Bride / From Dirt to Diamonds (страница 18)

Unconsciously she sighed.

‘Why the sigh?’ Simon asked.

Glancing up, she saw the blue gleam of his eyes between half-closed lids. He looked so virile and sexy that her heart began to race uncomfortably.

Afraid he would feel it, she hastily eased herself free and, pulling the shirt together over her bare breasts, sat up.

‘Not regretting it, I hope?’ he pursued, pushing back the pillows and following suit.

Unwilling to let him know just how much it had meant to her, she answered as coolly as possible, ‘Why should I be?’

‘I thought in the cold light of morning you might be having second thoughts.’

‘If I were, it would be too late.’

‘Are you?’

Looking anywhere but at him, she answered, ‘No.’

‘I’m rather pleased about that. I must admit I haven’t been quite so impetuous since the days of my youth. Nor as careless… But I presume you are protected?’ he added.

The casual question shook her rigid.

‘P-protected?’ she stammered.

‘As in contraception?’

She could scarcely believe that she had given no thought to such an important issue. Yet, swept away by passion, she hadn’t.

And now it might be too late.

Looking at her half-averted face, he added blandly, ‘I’ve always been led to believe that modern women didn’t take any chances.’

They probably didn’t, she thought miserably, but she could hardly be described as a modern woman in that sense.

‘So you’re not?’ he pressed.

‘No,’ she admitted in a small voice.

There was a pause, as though he was considering what she’d told him, then he said, ‘Oh, well, at least we don’t need to worry too much about it.’

Ruffled by his insouciance, she said stiffly, ‘You may not need to.’

‘Don’t you like children?’ Simon asked.

‘Of course I do, but—’

‘Then there’s no real problem,’ he stated.

‘I’m glad you think so.’

‘We can get married—’

‘What?’

‘We can get married,’ he repeated patiently.

‘Married!’

‘As there’s a possibility you may be pregnant…’

‘It’s only a possibility.’

‘I’d sooner we got married at once rather than waiting to be certain.’

‘B-but we’ve only just met,’ she stammered. ‘We don’t really know each other.’

‘Both those things can soon be remedied. Do you have any other quibbles?’

‘We come from totally different backgrounds,’ she protested.

‘Does that matter?’

‘It might well.’

‘I don’t happen to think so. Once we’re married—’

‘I can’t marry you,’ she gasped.

‘Why not?’

‘Because I can’t,’ she insisted raggedly.

A razor-sharp edge to his voice, he asked, ‘Are you in love with someone else?’

‘No.’

‘Sure about that?’

‘Quite sure. If I’d been in love with someone else, last night would never have happened.’

He nodded as if satisfied.

‘And, as I was as much to blame as you, there’s no need to…’ She hesitated and stopped, biting her bottom lip.

‘Go all Victorian and propose?’ he suggested.

‘Exactly.’

Tongue-in-cheek, he said, ‘Perhaps I feel that it’s my duty as, at the very least, I’ve compromised you.’

‘I wish you wouldn’t joke about it.’

‘Very well, I’ll be serious. Hand on my heart, I’d like you to marry me.’

When she began to shake her head, his voice quizzical, he asked, ‘Do I take it you can’t stand the sight of me?’

‘No, it’s not that at all.’

‘But you really don’t want to be my wife?’ he pressed.

She did want to be his wife. Shaken by the knowledge, which came clear and sharp and certain, she hesitated.

His eyes on her expressive face, he persisted, ‘So what’s the problem?’

Pulling herself together, she informed him, ‘I couldn’t marry a man who doesn’t love me, who only suggested marriage because I might be pregnant.’

‘But I didn’t only suggest marriage because you might be pregnant. If you had been protected I would still have asked you to marry me.’

‘You must have an over-developed sense of chivalry,’ she said, her voice tart.

He raised a level brow. ‘How do you work that out?’

‘I take it it’s because I’m a guest in your house. Presumably you don’t propose to all the women you go to bed with?’

‘Neither do I rush them into it.’

‘As I allowed myself to be rushed into it, the responsibility’s mine. You don’t have to marry me,’ Charlotte snapped.