Мария Корелли – The Sorrows of Satan (страница 6)

’What is that?’ he asked.

It was the violinist next door playing a well-known ’Ave Maria’. I told him so.

’Dismal – very dismal!’ he said with a contemptuous shrug. ’I hate all that kind of mawkish devotional stuff. Well! – millionaire as you are, and acknowledged lion of society as you shortly will be, there is no objection I hope, to the proposed supper? And perhaps a music-hall afterwards if you feel inclined – what do you say?’

He clapped me on the shoulder cordially and looked straight into my face – those wonderful eyes of his, suggestive of both tears and fire, fixed me with a clear masterful gaze that completely dominated me. I made no attempt to resist the singular attraction which now possessed me for this man whom I had but just met – the sensation was too strong and too pleasant to be combated. Only for one moment more I hesitated, looking down at my shabby attire.

’I am not fit to accompany you, prince’, I said – ’I look more like a tramp than a millionaire.’

He glanced at me and smiled.

’Upon my life, so you do!’ he averred. – ’But be satisfied! – you are in this respect very like many another Croesus. It is only the poor and proud who take the trouble to dress well – they and the dear “naughty” ladies, generally monopolize tasteful and becoming attire. An ill-fitting coat often adorns the back of a Prime Minister – and if you see a woman clad in clothes vilely cut and coloured, you may be sure she is eminently virtuous, renowned for good works, and probably a duchess!’ He rose, drawing his sables about him.

’What matter the coat if the purse be full!’ he continued gaily. – ’Let it once be properly paragraphed in the papers that you are a millionaire, and doubtless some enterprising tailor will invent a “Tempest” ulster coloured softly like your present garb, an artistic mildewy green! And now come along – your solicitor’s communication should have given you a good appetite, or it is not so valuable as it seems – and I want you to do justice to my supper. I have my own chef with me, and he is not without skill. I hope, by the way, you will at least do me this much service – that pending legal discussion and settlement of your affairs, you will let me be your banker?’

This offer was made with such an air of courteous delicacy and friendship, that I could do no more than accept it gratefully, as it relieved me from all temporary embarrassment. I hastily wrote a few lines to my landlady, telling her she would receive the money owing to her by post next day – then, thrusting my rejected manuscript, my only worldly possession, into my coat pocket, I extinguished the lamp, and with the new friend I had so suddenly gained, I left my dismal lodgings and all its miserable associations for ever. I little thought the time would come when I should look back to the time spent in that small, mean room as the best period of my life – when I should regard the bitter poverty I then endured, as the stern but holy angel meant to guide me to the highest and noblest attainment – when I should pray desperately with wild tears to be as I was then, rather than as I am now! Is it well or ill for us I wonder, that the future is hidden from our knowledge? Should we steer our ways clearer from evil if we knew its result? It is a doubtful question – at any rate my ignorance for the moment was indeed bliss. I went joyfully out of the dreary house where I had lived so long among disappointments and difficulties, turning my back upon it with such a sense of relief as could never be expressed in words – and the last thing I heard as I passed into the street with my companion, was a plaintive long-drawn wail of minor melody, which seemed to be sent after me like a parting cry, by the unknown and invisible player of the violin.

IV

Outside, the prince’s carriage waited, drawn by two spirited black horses caparisoned in silver; magnificent thoroughbreds, which pawed the ground and champed their bits impatient of delay – at sight of his master the smart footman in attendance threw the door open, touching his hat respectfully. We stepped in, I preceding my companion at his expressed desire; and as I sank back among the easy cushions, I felt the complacent consciousness of luxury and power to such an extent that it seemed as if I had left my days of adversity already a long way behind me. Hunger and happiness disputed my sensations between them, and I was in that vague light-headed condition common to long fasting, in which nothing seems absolutely tangible or real. I knew I should not properly grasp the solid truth of my wonderful good luck till my physical needs were satisfied and I was, so to speak, once more in a naturally balanced bodily condition. At present my brain was in a whirl – my thoughts were all dim and disconnected – and I appeared to myself to be in some whimsical dream from which I should wake up directly. The carriage rolled on rubber-tyred wheels and made no noise as it went – one could only hear the even, rapid trot of the horses. By and by I saw in the semi-darkness my new friend’s brilliant dark eyes fixed upon me with a curiously intent expression.

’Do you not feel the world already at your feet?’ he queried half playfully, half ironically – ’Like a football, waiting to be kicked? It is such an absurd world, you know – so easily moved. Wise men in all ages have done their best to make it less ridiculous – with no result, inasmuch as it continues to prefer folly to wisdom. A football, or let us say a shuttlecock among worlds, ready to be tossed up anyhow and anywhere, provided the battledore be of gold!’

’You speak a trifle bitterly, prince’, – I said – ’But no doubt you have had a wide experience among men?’

’I have’, he returned with emphasis – ’My kingdom is a vast one.’

’You are a ruling power then?’ I exclaimed with some astonishment – ’Yours is not a title of honour only?’

’Oh, as your rules of aristocracy go, it is a mere title of honour’ – he replied quickly – ’When I say that my kingdom is a vast one, I mean that I rule wherever men obey the influence of wealth. From this point of view, am I wrong in calling my kingdom vast? – is it not almost boundless?’

’I perceive you are a cynic’, – I said – ’Yet surely you believe that there are some things wealth cannot buy – honour and virtue for example?’

He surveyed me with a whimsical smile.

’I suppose honour and virtue do exist’, – he answered – ’And when they are existent of course they cannot be bought. But my experience has taught me that I can always buy everything. The sentiments called honour and virtue by the majority of men are the most shifty things imaginable – set sufficient cash down, and they become bribery and corruption in the twinkling of an eye! Curious – very curious. I confess I found a case of unpurchaseable integrity once, but only once. I may find it again, though I consider the chance a very doubtful one. Now to revert to myself, pray do not imagine I am playing the humbug with you or passing myself off under a bogus title. I am a bona-fide prince, believe me, and of such descent as none of your oldest families can boast – but my dominions are long since broken up and my former subjects dispersed among all nations – anarchy, nihilism, disruption and political troubles generally, compel me to be rather reticent concerning my affairs. Money I fortunately have in plenty – and with that I pave my way. Some day when we are better acquainted, you shall know more of my private history. I have various other names and titles besides that on my card – but I keep to the simplest of them, because most people are such bunglers at the pronunciation of foreign names. My intimate friends generally drop my title, and call me Lucio simply.’

’That is your christian name – ?’ I began.

’Not at all – I have no “christian” name,’ – he interrupted swiftly and with anger – ’There is no such thing as “christian” in my composition!’

He spoke with such impatience that for a moment I was at a loss for a reply. At last —

’Indeed!’ I murmured vaguely.

He burst out laughing.

’“Indeed!” That is all you can find to say! Indeed and again indeed the word “christian” vexes me. There is no such creature alive. You are not a Christian – no one is really – people pretend to be – and in so damnable an act of feigning are more blasphemous than any fallen fiend! Now I make no pretences of the kind – I have only one faith – ’

’And that is?’

’A profound and awful one!’ he said in thrilling tones – ’And the worst of it is that it is true – as true as the workings of the Universe. But of that hereafter – it will do to talk of when we feel low-spirited and wish to converse of things grim and ghastly – at present here we are at our destination, and the chief consideration of our lives (it is the chief consideration of most men’s lives) must be the excellence or non-excellence of our food.’

The carriage stopped and we descended. At first sight of the black horses and silver trappings, the porter of the hotel and two or three other servants rushed out to attend upon us; but the prince passed into the hall without noticing any of them and addressed himself to a sober-looking individual in black, his own private valet, who came forward to meet him with a profound salutation. I murmured something about wishing to engage a room for myself in the hotel.