Максим Князев – RUIN ME SLOWLY (страница 1)
Максим Князев
RUIN ME SLOWLY
RUIN ME SLOWLY
A Dark Academia Office Thriller
PROLOGUE
Three Months Before
The fire alarm was screaming.
Not the polite, beeping kind that tells you to evacuate. This was the old-fashioned, mechanical shriek that made your teeth vibrate in your skull. The kind they installed in buildings built before the war, before anyone cared about ear damage or PTSD.
I was standing in the stairwell of Harrington House, the most prestigious psychiatric clinic in London, watching orange smoke curl under the emergency exit door.
The smoke smelled like burning paper. Like secrets turning to ash.
I should have run. Every rational cell in my brain was screaming at me to push through that door, hit the street, and never look back.
But I didn't run.
I walked toward the fire.
Because inside that burning office was a man who had ruined my life before I even knew his name. And I needed to see his face when he realized the fire wasn't an accident.
The door was hot to the touch. I pushed it open with my elbow, careful not to burn my palm.
The office was magnificent. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the Thames. A mahogany desk the size of a small car. Leather chairs that probably cost more than my entire wardrobe.
And in the center of it all, surrounded by flames that were licking the edges of his Persian rug, stood Dr. Julian Cross.
He wasn't panicking.
He wasn't even moving.
He was sitting in his chair, legs crossed, a glass of whiskey in his hand, watching his life's work burn with the serene expression of a man enjoying a sunset.
"You're early," he said, without looking at me. "The sprinklers won't activate for another ninety seconds. I timed it."
I stepped closer. The heat was unbearable. My mascara was probably running down my cheeks like black tears.
"How did you know I was coming?"
He finally turned his head. His eyes were the color of winter sea — grey-green, cold, impossibly calm. He was handsome in the way that expensive things are handsome. Sharp cheekbones. A jaw that looked carved from marble. Dark hair that was just long enough to run your fingers through, if you were stupid enough to try.
"I know everything about you, Evelyn," he said. "I knew you were coming the moment you accepted the job."
"Then why didn't you stop me?"
He smiled. It was a terrible smile. Gentle and cruel at the same time, like a parent watching a child take their first steps toward a cliff.
"Because I wanted to see what you would do when you got here."
The flames reached the bookshelf. The leather-bound volumes crackled and popped, their ancient knowledge dissolving into black smoke.
"There's a folder in my bottom drawer," Julian said, gesturing with his glass. "It has everything you need to destroy me. Patient records. Financial irregularities. A confession, signed and dated, for the death of Marcus Webb."
My heart stopped.
Marcus Webb. My brother. The man who had jumped off the roof of this very building two years ago, leaving a note that said:
I had spent two years hunting Julian Cross. Two years of sleepless nights, of pretending to be a psychology student, of ingratiating myself into this world, all to get close enough to destroy him.
And he was just giving me the evidence? Handing it over like a gift?
"Why?" I whispered.
He took a sip of his whiskey. The fire was spreading now, reaching the curtains. The glass in the windows was starting to crack from the heat.
"Because I'm tired," he said simply. "I've been doing this for twenty years. Fixing people. Breaking them. Playing God. It's exhausting, Evelyn. You have no idea."
"You killed my brother."
"I cured him," Julian said, and for the first time, something flickered in those winter-sea eyes. Sadness. Real, authentic sadness. "Marcus came to me with a darkness that was eating him alive. I pulled it out. I showed him exactly who he was — every ugly, twisted part of him. And he couldn't handle it. That's not my fault. That's the truth."
"The truth," I spat. "You call what you do the truth? You manipulate people. You break them down until they don't know who they are anymore. You're a monster."
"Perhaps," he said. "But monsters are honest about what they are. What are you, Evelyn? A grieving sister? An avenging angel? Or just a little girl who misses her big brother so much that she's willing to burn down a building and everyone in it?"
The sprinklers activated.
Water poured from the ceiling in thick, cold sheets. The flames hissed and sputtered. The smoke turned from orange to grey.
Julian stood up slowly. He walked toward me through the rain of water, his white shirt clinging to his chest, his hair plastered to his forehead.
He stopped inches from my face. Close enough that I could smell the whiskey on his breath. Close enough to see the individual flecks of gold in those green-grey eyes.
"You can take the folder," he said softly. "You can take it to the police. You can ruin my career, my reputation, my life. But before you do — I want you to understand something."
He leaned in. His lips brushed my ear. His voice was a whisper that cut through the sound of the fire and the water and the screaming alarm.
"Your brother was a monster," he breathed. "But you already know that. You knew it when you were twelve years old, and you walked in on him doing things in his bedroom that you still can't forget. You knew it when you were sixteen, and you found those photos on his computer. You knew it when you were twenty-two, and he tried to —"
I slapped him.
I didn't mean to. My hand moved before my brain could stop it. The sound echoed off the wet walls.
Julian didn't flinch. He turned his head back toward me slowly, and there was a red mark blooming on his perfect cheekbone. He touched it. Looked at his fingers. And then he laughed.
"There she is," he said. "There's the woman who's been hiding inside that perfect little victim. You're not a victim, Evelyn. You're a survivor. And survivors make excellent weapons."
He pulled the folder out of his desk drawer and handed it to me.
"Burn it," he said. "Or read it. Whatever you want. But I'm done."
I took the folder. It was thick. Heavy. Solid evidence of every crime he'd ever committed.
"You're just giving up?" I asked. "Just like that?"
He walked to the window and looked out at the Thames, dark and oily under the grey London sky.
"Marcus wasn't the first," he said quietly. "He won't be the last. I've built my career on destroying people like him — the ones who are so broken that they can only be fixed by being smashed to pieces. But I'm tired of being the hammer."
He turned to face me. The sprinklers had stopped. The fire was out. The office was ruined — water damage, smoke stains, shattered glass.
"So take your revenge," he said. "I'll be waiting in my new office. Same building. Seventh floor. Tomorrow at nine AM. The job offer is still on the table."
"The job offer?"
"You wanted to get close to me," he said. "So get close. Be my assistant. Watch me work. Learn everything about me. And then decide if I'm really the devil you think I am."
He walked past me toward the door.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Evelyn," he said. "Don't be late. I hate lateness."
And then he was gone.
I stood in the ruins of his office, holding the folder that held his entire life, and realized something that made my blood turn to ice.