Lori Wilde – To Alaska, With Love: A Touch of Silk (страница 17)
“I’m twenty-seven, Quinn. I was almost engaged. Of course I’ve had sex.”
“Oh. What then?” He frowned.
This was so hard. She squirmed, she fidgeted. She tried the words out mentally first, but nothing seemed right. Finally she blurted, “I’ve never...” Then paused again.
“Never what?”
She dropped her voice to a whisper. “...had an orgasm.”
“You’re kidding. For real?”
She nodded. “Lloyd says I’m frigid. That it’s my fault he had to turn to other women.”
“Bullshit!” Quinn spoke with such vehemence, Kay jumped. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. But that ex-boyfriend of yours is a jerk.”
His anger at Lloyd flattered her. She knew then that she had done the right thing by coming to Alaska, by revealing to Quinn her hidden shame.
“How he could fool around on such a beautiful, exciting, interesting woman is beyond me. He must have sawdust for brains.”
“You think I’m interesting?” She smiled shyly, not meaning to be coy. She wasn’t milking him for more compliments, but she was touched beyond measure that he found her interesting, as she’d always thought herself rather dull.
“Interesting, hell.” Quinn snorted. “You’re downright mysterious. You keep yourself so contained. I ache to know what you’re thinking when you get those Mona Lisa smiles on your face. And you’re anything but frigid. If you’ve never been able to come, it’s through no fault of your own. You’ve just been with the wrong men.”
Kay gulped. This next part was hard, but she had to say it. “I want to ask a favor of you.”
“What is it?” His eyes never left her face.
“Do you think that maybe you could help me...er...achieve sexual fulfillment?”
“Say the word, sweetheart,” he encouraged her, lifting a hand to capture a strand of her hair and rub it between his fingers. “Put aside that aristocratic breeding of yours and tell me that you want to come bigger than the state of Alaska.”
Pressing her teeth into her bottom lip, she stared straight into his eyes.
And almost lost it completely.
“I want you to make me come,” she begged him. “More than anything in the world.”
HOW HAD HE GOTTEN so lucky?
Kay Freemont, rich, successful, cultured and beautiful, wanted to entrust him, a simple Alaskan man, with her sexual awakening.
Stunned, delighted, touched, flattered and horny beyond comprehension. How had he gotten so lucky?
He sent a brief prayer of thanks to the heavens and added a pleading postscript: Don’t let me lose control. Help me to be strong so I can give her what she needs.
It was going to be hard—pun definitely intended—to rein in his own ravenous desires. He hadn’t been with a woman since he and Heather had broken up. He was hanging by a thread.
But he had to dig deep, find a way to put his own needs on hold. Because Kay was giving him the opportunity of a lifetime. She was granting him the privilege of bringing her to the heights of her sexuality.
He was a fortunate SOB and he would not let her down.
She took a long swallow of champagne, then sat her glass on the floor at her feet and shifted her body into his. “I’m ready, Quinn. Make love to me.”
Shaking his head, he reached out and tenderly traced her lips with his thumb. She shivered beneath his caress, and the shot of adrenaline that jumped into his gut floored him.
Control, Scofield. Control.
“Oh, no, my sweet, not so fast,” Quinn said, when what he wanted to do more than anything in the world was strip that velvet dress over her head, rip off those long johns and make messy, wet, hot love to her.
“What do you mean?” she whispered, her eyes growing wide.
“A proper seduction takes time.”
“Oh, yes? How much time?” She seemed alarmed.
“Depends.”
“On what?”
He grinned wickedly. “When you’re ready.”
“I’m ready tonight,” she said a bit peevishly. She narrowed her eyes at him and he understood her frustration. If she thought she was frustrated now, she was in for a big shock.
“No, you’re not.”
“Yes, I am.”
“Listen, sweetheart, we’re doing this my way or not at all. Got that?”
She glared at him, crossed her arms over her chest, flipped one knee over the other. “I’m not sure I like this.”
“Before I make love to you, you’ll have to eject that uptight demeanor.”
“I’m not uptight.”
“Arms crossed, legs crossed. Babe, you’re closed up tighter than Glacier Bay in January.”
“So you do think I’m frigid.”
“No! Okay, that was a bad analogy. I do not think you’re frigid. But in order for you to get the full sexual experience, you’re going to have to relax. And before you can do that, you’re going to have to trust me completely.”
“And how long will this take?” she asked, purposely uncrossing both her arms and her legs to show she was ready, willing and able to start trusting and relaxing right now.
He lowered his head, his mouth almost on hers. He smelled the fruity scent of champagne on her lips. Right then and there he almost caved. He barely resisted the urge to capture that sassy mouth with his once more.
“Don’t worry,” he whispered huskily. “You’ll know.”
* * *
EXHAUSTION CLAIMED HER MIND, haunted her body. Kay had spent the rest of the night in her lonely bed at Jake Gerard’s B&B pining for a man who was bent on serving up sweet torture.
And in between the tossing and turning, she had been consumed with rampant fantasies about Quinn. In one scenario he was a wild-eyed pirate who kidnapped and savaged her repeatedly in the hold of his ship. In another fantasy she was a domineering amazon who kept him chained in the basement for her pleasure. In yet another vision he was a wounded soldier fighting for the other side, and she was a caring nursemaid who hid him in her father’s barn.
Ack!
She was slowly losing her ever-loving mind. She had to stop thinking about Quinn. She had work to do. An article to write. She was going to get dressed, go out on the town and explore Bear Creek. She refused to dwell on the fact that he wouldn’t make love to her yet and put her out of her misery.
Groaning, she threw back the covers and crept out of bed, stripping off her nightgown and heading straight for the shower. Standing under the stream of hot water, she kept thinking about what Quinn had said.
You’re not ready.
Well, how the hell did he know what she was ready for? He barely knew her. But in a way that was what made this whole venture so exciting. Knowing she would never see him again after her trip to Alaska, having this fabulous memory of her sexual adventure and possessing a wistful fondness for the man who showed her that she was all woman. This knowledge was the only thing that had given her the courage to express her true desires to him. To ask him to become her mentor in love.
So here she was, with her fanny on the line, ready, willing and able for action. And Quinn had been the one to put the brakes on.
She soaped her hair but in an instant she was fantasizing again. She saw Quinn in the shower, massaging the shampoo into her scalp, then rinsing her hair.
Her belly clenched with heated desire as she envisioned his hard body brushing hers, his manhood standing at attention. He would press her against the cool tile while hot water sluiced over their fevered skin. He would claim her mouth with his. Roughly, insistently, pillaging her territory. Then he would change tempo and the kisses would turn long and soft and lazy.
She arches her body into his. Desperate for release. She begs him to enter her. She needs to feel him inside her. Needs to experience the fullness only his large shaft will bring.
His fingers curl into the most private part of her. He rubs her cleft gently at first, then with more pressure.
Her sensitive breasts tighten and swell in response, and he gloats over her hardened nipples, taking credit for her arousal. He dips his head to those perky mounds, taking first one into his mouth and then turning his attention to the other. He flicks his tongue over the pink peak. It’s as if there is a string connecting her nipples to her groin. With each seductive lick she feels a deepening ache at her very center.
She bites her bottom lip to keep from crying out, but he urges her to let go.