Heidi Rice – Contracted As His Cinderella Bride (страница 5)
How had this happened? How had she ended up playing doctor with Dominic LeGrand? In his billion-pound house? In the intimacy of his study? While wearing his sweats with virtually nothing under them?
The traitorous heat—which had been lodged in her belly ever since the dispatcher had said his name—throbbed and glowed at her core.
But this time, she replayed the pep talk she’d given herself in the shower.
Why should she feel ashamed of her reaction to him? They were both consenting adults. Dominic had always captivated her, even as a delinquent boy, and he was a world-renowned womaniser now. So she was bound to find him a little overwhelming—especially as she was so pathetically inexperienced with men.
Looking after her mother and keeping food on the table and a roof over both their heads hadn’t left her any time to date while she was at school. And after her mother died, trying to realise her dream of becoming a fashion designer and stop her finances from slipping into a black hole hadn’t increased her opportunities much. In fact, despite a few fumbling encounters, she was still a virgin. Which explained why she had such a violent reaction to someone as overwhelming as Dominic LeGrand.
Having rationalised her attraction, she watched him unobserved as he arranged a bandage and a packet of antiseptic wipes on the side table.
Even when he was on his knees, his head was almost level with hers. The light from the lamp behind her caught the streaks of gold in his tawny hair. She could make out the scar on his brow, the one she’d wondered about often when they were children. How had he got it?
His shoulders flexed, stretching the seams of his shirt, as he reached down to cradle her heel in his palm.
She jumped, sensation sprinting up her leg and sinking deep into her sex as callused fingers gripped her ankle.
‘Does that hurt?’ he asked, his chocolate gaze locking on her face.
‘No, it’s just...’
‘Okay.’ He frowned, but seemed to take the explanation at face value. ‘Let me know if it does hurt.’
She nodded, her whole foot humming as he gripped her heel and used his other hand to lift the leg of her sweatpants past her knee.
He hissed as the gash was revealed. It wasn’t too deep, more like a bad scrape where the pedal had dug into the skin, but it was still bleeding a little and there was some bruising visible around the wound.
‘Nasty,’ he murmured as he grabbed one of the antiseptic wipes with his free hand.
He ripped the small packet open with his teeth.
‘Do you know how you did it?’ he asked, dabbing at the wound.
‘I got in the way of your fiancée while she was leaving,’ she said.
His fingers tensed on her heel. ‘Mira did this?’ he said and she could hear the fury in his voice.
She nodded, wishing she could take the words back.
He’d seemed pragmatic about it downstairs, but how did she know that wasn’t all an act? Like the act he had put on as a boy, when his father had referred to him as ‘my bastard son’ at the supper table, or the
His father’s answer still haunted her.
No one deserved to be hurt, least of all Dominic, who had seemed to her back then—despite that
What if he was just as hurt about his broken engagement? And his anger now was only there to disguise that hurt?
‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘I didn’t mean to upset you.’
‘Upset me?’ The flash of anger was replaced by an incredulous look. ‘What could you have done to upset me?’
‘By bringing up the end of your engagement. I didn’t mean to remind you of it. I’m sure it must be awful for you. The break-up?’
She was babbling, but she couldn’t help it, because he had settled back onto his heels and was staring at her as if she’d lost her mind.
‘Alison,’ he said and she could hear the hint of condescension. ‘In the first place,
‘I’m sure it was an accident,’ she said, despite the warm glow at his concern.
‘Knowing Mira and her selfish, capricious temperament, I doubt that,’ he said. ‘And in the second place, the break-up has not upset me. The engagement was a mistake and the marriage would have been an even bigger one.’
‘But you must have loved her once?’ she said, then felt like a fool, when the rueful smile widened.
‘Must I?’ he said. ‘Why must I?’
‘Because... Because you were going to marry her?’
He tilted his head, and studied her. ‘I see you’re still as much of a romantic as you were at ten,’ he said, with much more than just a hint of condescension.
‘I wasn’t ten that summer, I was thirteen,’ she countered.
‘Really?’ he said, mocking her now. ‘So grown up.’
She shifted in her seat, supremely uncomfortable. It was as if he could see right past the bravado, the pretence of maturity, to the girl she’d been all those years ago when she’d idolised him. But she wasn’t that teenager any more, she was twenty-five years old. And maybe she didn’t have much relationship experience, but she had enough life experience to make up for it.
‘If I was a romantic then,’ she said, because maybe she had been, ‘I’m certainly not one now.’
‘Then why would you believe I was in love with Mira?’ he said, as if it were the most ridiculous thing in the world.
‘Maybe because you were planning to spend the rest of your life with her.’ She wanted to add a ‘Duh’ but managed to control it. The room was already full to bursting with sarcasm.
‘It wasn’t a love match,’ he said, the pragmatic tone disconcerting as he bent his head and continued tending her leg as he spoke. ‘I needed a wife to secure an important business deal and Mira fit the bill. Or so I thought. But even if I hadn’t discovered my mistake in time, the marriage was only supposed to last for a few months.’
‘Your marriage had a sell-by date?’ she asked, shocked by the depth of his cynicism.
‘I might have been misguided enough to propose to Mira,’ he said, smiling at her as he grabbed the bandage on the side table. ‘But I would never be foolish enough to shackle myself to her, or any woman, for life.’
‘I see,’ she said, although she really didn’t.
He’d always been guarded, and wary, even at sixteen. But had he always been this jaded?
One encounter blasted into her brain, when she’d caught him sitting in one of the chateau’s walled gardens, inhaling deeply on a cigarette after his father had goaded him at the lunch table, calling him a name in French she hadn’t really understood but had known was bad.
He’d had the same mocking smile on his face then as he had now, but she’d seen the sadness in his eyes—and had known his father’s insult had hurt him much more than he’d been letting on. There was no sadness in his eyes now, though, just a sort of rueful amusement at her naiveté.
He finished bandaging her leg.
‘All done.’ He ran his thumbs along her calf, and she shivered as a trail of fire was left by the light caress. ‘How does it feel?’
‘Good,’ she said and then flushed at his husky chuckle.
Had he sensed it wasn’t only her leg she was talking about?
A sensual smile curved his lips and her breath clogged in her lungs.
Yes, he did know.
Her heartbeat thundered into her throat and some other key parts of her anatomy as he offered her his hand.
‘Let’s try walking on it,’ he said.
She placed her fingers in his palm, but as she got to her feet the warm grip had the sweet spot between her thighs becoming heavy and hot.
She tested her leg as he led her across the room.
‘Still good?’ he asked, still smiling that knowing smile.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘Still good.’ And couldn’t resist smiling back at him.