Cindy Kirk – The Doctor and Mr. Right (страница 7)
Gabe slipped an arm around her shoulders and gave a squeeze. “They’re giving us dinner. The least we can do is bring dessert. And if I had to change, so do you.”
“We looked okay the way we were,” Finley grumbled. “Or at least I did.”
“Oh, so you’re saying it was only me?” Gabe teased.
“No comment.” Finley stepped back and looked him up and down, taking in his khaki pants and blue plaid shirt. “You look…pretty good. For an old guy, that is.”
“I just turned thirty-one.” He bristled with feigned outrage. “Hardly over-the-hill.”
A smile lifted her lips. “Keep telling yourself that, old man.”
Gabe chuckled, overcome with love for this child of his. He thought of the things her mother had been unwilling to give up. College life. Living on campus. Spring break trips.
Not for one minute did he regret the choice he made. He wondered if Shannon could say the same thing.
Impulsively he gave Finley a quick hug, planting a kiss on the top of her head.
“Hey,” she twisted away. Her brows pulled together, but he saw the pleased look in her eyes. “What was that for?”
“I love you.” The words came easily to his lips, the emotion as natural as breathing. “I’m proud of the trouper you’ve been during this move. I know it hasn’t been easy.”
“I’m a Davis.” She pulled back her shoulders and straightened. “According to Grandpa, we do what needs to be done. And we don’t whine.”
“He’s absolutely right. As always.” Gabe pulled a paper plate from a drawer, along with some plastic wrap. “This should do for the brownies.”
This time there wasn’t a single grumble as Finley quickly washed her hands, then began transferring the chocolate squares to a disposable plate.
Gabe took a deep breath, feeling suddenly unsure about tonight’s barbecue. He hoped accepting the dinner offer hadn’t been a mistake.
“Do you like her?”
For a second Gabe wasn’t sure he’d heard correctly. He turned toward Finley. “Who?”
“Michelle. Our neighbor,” Finley clarified a bit impatiently. “Do you like her?”
“She seems nice.” Gabe chose his words carefully, not wanting there to be any misunderstanding. “If you’re asking if I want to date her, the answer is no.”
Finley tilted her head. “Not your type?”
An image of Michelle flashed before him. A gorgeous blue-eyed blonde with long legs and big—Gabe cut off the thought. “She’s okay. It’s just I don’t want to date anyone right now. This isn’t a good time.”
When he’d graduated with his degree in Construction Management, Gabe had thought long and hard about his next steps. Did he want to stay on the East Coast? Move to Florida where his parents now lived? Or head out west to a part of the country that had always appealed to him?
Finley was already in middle school, so it had been important to consider carefully. If they didn’t relocate soon, she’d be in high school, which would make a move at that point difficult.
Wherever he ended up, Gabe was determined to secure a position that would not only allow him to advance in his career but also give him time for a rich and full home life.
He’d found that position with Joel Dennes’s firm. Now that he and Finley were in Jackson Hole, his next step was to focus on getting comfortable in his new job as well as help his daughter acclimate to a different town. Those were his priorities. Six months from now, a year from now, there would be time to date.
He glanced at the clock. Five until six. “It’s time. We don’t want to be late.”
Finley picked up the brownies. “Chill, Dad. They’ve probably already forgotten we’re coming.”
Michelle heard the doorbell just as the clock struck six. She hurried across the hardwood flooring, Sasha at her side.
She’d expected Gabe and his daughter to simply cut across the backyard. After all, David was already on the deck tending the grill, the delicious smell of steaks wafting in the air. Instead they’d gone to the front, like this was a big deal…which was how it felt.
Having two extra guests for dinner shouldn’t have affected Michelle in the least. She liked to entertain and often had friends over.
But right now her chest felt as if a flock of hummingbirds had taken up residence. It was probably, she decided, because of Finley. How on earth were they going to entertain her? What did thirteen-year-olds even talk about?
Michelle opened the door. Sasha automatically sat. “Welcome.”
“Thanks for inviting us.” Gabe took hold of the screen door and motioned his daughter inside.
The girl had a plate of brownies in her hands. When Finley glanced in her direction Michelle realized that, unlike her father, the teen’s eyes were a bright vivid blue.
“I’ll put these on the kitchen counter.” Finley started forward, but Gabe stopped her with a touch on her arm.
“First you need to meet our hostess,” he said to his daughter in a gentle but firm voice. He quickly performed the introductions.
“It’s nice to meet you, Dr. Kerns,” Finley said in a soft, shy voice. “Thank you for inviting us to dinner.”
“It’s good to finally meet you, Finley. Please, call me Michelle.” The dog at her feet whined. A smile lifted Michelle’s lips. “I believe you’ve already met Sasha.”
Finley handed her father the plate of brownies, then crouched down in front of the dog.
“Sasha, shake,” Michelle ordered and the dog obligingly lifted one paw.
Finley took the paw, gave it a shake, then laughed, looking up at her dad.
A touching father-daughter moment, Michelle thought. Ed and his daughters had been close, too. A coldness filled her veins.
“Let me take these.” Michelle lifted the brownies from Gabe’s hands. “July and David are on the deck. Let’s join them.”
As they followed her through the home, she had to work to slow her breathing. She didn’t know why she felt so jittery. After all, it wasn’t as if she was interested in Gabe Davis.
Yet, for all her apprehension about the evening, once it got rolling, it couldn’t have gone better. Finley played ball with the dog in the backyard while the adults socialized.
Gabe was charming. There was no other way for Michelle to say it. When David insisted he had the grilling under control, Gabe carried plates out to the table, grabbed condiments from the refrigerator and added cranberries to the salad.
“You seem comfortable in the kitchen,” July commented when he scattered blue cheese crumbles over the top of the lettuce.
“Finley and I divide cooking duties,” Gabe said with a smile. “My mother gave us some cooking lessons and tips on making nutritious meals on a budget. If not for her help, I’m afraid we’d be surviving on fast food.”
“Does your mother live in Philadelphia?” Even though the conversation had been between July and Gabe, Michelle decided with only three of them in the kitchen, it was okay for her to jump into the conversation.
“My parents moved to Florida several years ago.” Gabe finished with the salad, then turned those warm golden eyes in her direction. “We both hated to see them go.”
Michelle grabbed steak sauce from the refrigerator and kept her tone offhand. “You were young when Finley was born… .”
“I turned eighteen a couple days before her birth,” Gabe said.
“So your mother took care of her for you?” Michelle prompted when he didn’t elaborate.
“My parents helped,” Gabe acknowledged, “but they made it clear that Finley was my daughter, my responsibility, which is how I saw it, too.”
“Because she was your mistake.” The minute the words left her mouth, Michelle wished she could call them back. The truth was, she didn’t see any child as a mistake. They were precious gifts from above. She’d devoted her career to bringing them safely into the world.
Gabe opened his mouth, then shut it.
“I’m sorry.” Michelle started to reach out to him but pulled back, not wanting to be too familiar. Still, he needed to know where she stood. “That came out wrong. To me every child is a miracle, regardless of timing.”
“She may not have been planned,” Gabe said slowly as if she hadn’t spoken, “but Finley was a great gift.”
“I gave birth to our oldest son,” July confided, “before David and I were married. Even though the timing might not be what some would consider perfect, I believe that was how it was meant to be. Adam came into our lives according to a higher timetable, not according to mine.”
The smile Gabe directed at July was warm. But when he shifted his gaze to Michelle, there was a coolness in his eyes that hadn’t been there moments before. “Perhaps one day—when you have a child of your own—you’ll understand.”
It was a low blow, but she figured she deserved it. “As I said, I’m sorry. It came out wrong.” Michelle forced a smile to her lips. “I think we’re ready to eat.”
By the time they took their seats around the wooden table on the deck, Michelle concluded that inviting Gabe and Finley over had been a mistake. One she wouldn’t repeat.
Despite the fact that her two neighbors were perfect guests, Michelle continued to feel off balanced. That insensitive comment she’d uttered in the kitchen was a perfect example of her jumbled thoughts.
“I really like photography,” she overheard Finley say to July. “But I’m not very good at it.”