Blythe Gifford – His Border Bride (страница 11)
‘Well, we broke into the ale and I got William good and bungfued and reminded him of the promise he made to your mother as she lay dying on her bed.’
‘What promise?’ Her father was well on his way to being bungfued himself. ‘You’ve never said a word of this before.’
‘He promised that her wee daughter, only child of my poor darlin’ wife, could keep Carr’s Tower when she married and that I could choose the man.’ He leaned back, a satisfied smile on his face. ‘I’ve got William’s word, and witnesses.’
She blinked, searching for her tongue. Difficult to imagine her French-born mother forcing such a promise. ‘I’m sure Alain will be glad of that.’ He would appreciate the income, at least, meagre as it might be. A steward could see to things. ‘We’ll certainly visit every few years.’
‘No! Ye canna protect the border from France! If it’s Alain ye want and who wants ye, you’ll have to stay here, or I’ll not approve the match.’
‘But he has his own lands, his own responsibilities.’
‘So do you. Your husband must be here to hold it. Himself.’
She closed her eyes in dread. Surely her mother, no lover of Scotland, had not foreseen this. ‘I’m sure Mother never meant to tie me here.’
‘Ye don’t know everything, daughter. She trusted me to do what was best for you
Clare bit back further protest. If Lord Douglas had made a promise to her mother and her stubborn father had his way, her wishes would have little sway. She must think of one thing at a time. First, Alain must speak for her. Then, she would raise the conditions with him, and find a solution.
But now, the one thing she craved from this marriage appeared to be the one thing she could not have. Instead of leaving this place behind, she’d be trapped here for ever. She tried to picture sitting with Alain in front of the tower’s hearth instead of in the chateau’s hall. Suddenly, her life with him looked strangely different.
And not nearly so appealing.
As word of his identity emerged, Gavin’s easy camaraderie with his fellows evaporated.
Men who had shared a trencher with him only a day before shunned him. He sat alone at meals. Spent his days in silence.
A few nights later, Gavin approached two of them after dinner in the hall and held out his dice. ‘A wager?’
Dark eyes, sullen, met his.
‘If I lose, I’ll take your duty while you take your ease.’
‘And if you win?’
‘You’ll come with me on a trip across the top. There are cattle that need help to find their way home.’
The suspicion on their faces melted just enough for him to sit down and trace a circle for the dice.
He did not intend to lose.
Several nights later, Clare lay restless and warm in her bed. Alain had not yet spoken of their future. She tried to imagine it, what he might say. How he might ask.
How a lady might raise the question if he didn’t.
Instead, Fitzjohn crowded her thoughts. The twist of his smile. The darkness behind his eyes. The fire he had raised in her body.
She flopped from one side to the other. It should be Alain that filled her dreams.
She threw back the covers and went to the narrow opening in the tower wall, letting the damp breeze cool her face. Drizzly darkness hid the moon. The hills, one softly nestled against the next, offered only shades of black, this one tinged with green, that with blue, the next shading to grey.
A sound, subtle as the shadings of black on the hills. Muffled.
A man on a horse.
Fear stopping her breath, she stared into the darkness. It was late in the season for a raid, but the Robsons never cared much for the calendar.
No. Not horses coming. Someone
She strained her eyes and saw the dark outline of a man, cloaked. He rode a small, black horse with blanketed feet, stepping as quietly as if the mount could see the loose stones and avoid them.
She recognised the man. His height, his shape, the way he sat.
Fitzjohn.
He had sworn on his knight’s honour not to harm them, yet he crept away in darkness. To rendezvous with the Inglis? She turned away from the window. She must tell her father, raise the men, stop him.
The tread of a second horse drew her back. Another man.
Finally, a third.
Silent, she watched the darkness swallow them as they rode towards the hills. A smile tickled her lips.
Perhaps Fitzjohn was a Scottis man after all.
The baron flopped over in bed, snoring like the devil.
Murine sat up. ‘Wake up, ye piece of horseflesh. I hear something.’
He snorted. Murine sighed. He could be a lout, but she loved him, for all the good it would ever do her.
She shook him. ‘Ralph! Wake up and listen.’
He snorted awake then, and closed his mouth to let his ears work.
‘It’s a horse.’ She didn’t wait for him, but left her bed and went to the window of her small cottage. ‘No. Three of them. Someone is leaving.’
He didn’t bother to get up. ‘Come back to bed, Murine. It’s the boy.’
She turned. ‘The boy? Fitzjohn? How can ye be sure?’
He turned on his side and patted the mattress for her to come back. ‘Because I sent him. Thought he would take the bait. Three horses, ye say?’ He nodded, smiling. ‘He’s done well already.’
She put her hands on her hips, bigger now than those years ago, when he had first taken her to his bed. ‘Ye’re a thieving rascal. Did ye send him after the Robson’s cattle?’
He grinned, eyes still closed. ‘Well, if I did, I wouldn’t tell ye, would I? Now come back to this bed and keep me warm, woman.’
She laughed. And did.
Over the next week, Clare’s father smiled like a man with a secret.
She refused to ask where Fitzjohn and the others had gone, for fear it would sound as though she cared. Alain commented they were well rid of the man, but her father said nothing.
Proof he knew more than he said.
Well, better, she thought, not to be distracted by Fitzjohn when Alain should be first in her thoughts. They needed time together, she thought, time alone. Perhaps hawking.
‘Splendid!’ he said, when she suggested it. ‘You can fly my merlin.’
‘I would rather take Wee One,’ she said.
‘Why do you persist in hunting with that bird?’ he asked. ‘She has even scratched you.’
She hid her hand in her skirt.
Alain, already on his way to the mews, did not wait for her answer.
She sighed and followed.
Conferring with the falconer, Alain selected birds for the rest of his party. Neil, pleased to be restored to his rightful place, rode with them. The cadger carried the hooded birds, bouncing on the wooden frame hung from his shoulders. Two dogs and three of the
With a silent apology to Wee One, she held her tongue and mounted to ride. She and Alain had rarely been hawking together. She had forgotten that an outing with him shared little with her wild escapes.
This hunt seemed to be as much about the conversation as the chase. Alain and his men discussed the history of each bird with the falconer, then debated which should fly first, second and last. Alain’s bird looked large enough to bring down a heron, yet he never attempted it. For all the discussion, his birds seemed to be ornaments, chosen for looks instead of for heart.
The sun climbed higher. The sacks remained empty.